It has been forever since I have posted on here. I almost feel at times that tumblr confuses me. I look back at old posts and see the person I was. Seeing that now I have only learned to control my tendencies, learned to shut my mind off so that I can move on. No one ever grows out of that stuff. Just learn to live with it.
Positivity. We are adopting. I am extremely excited. Very nervous. We hear news, then never mind, it changes. That is a little tough. I am praying we can have a child by Christmas. I think they deserve to be in a family by then. The process is long, we never really know what is going on. We can just guess. That is tough when we are waiting on something we desire so terribly bad. Little man asks for a sister almost every day. He tells me he wants her to be Batgirl and he wants to protect her. Melts my heart.